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Thursday, November 28, 2013

Earlimart, CA II







        Today I would like to give thanks to the town of Earlimart, California. Although I do feel that I have become very disconnected with that place and its culture since I moved away, I will always feel a sense of comfort in its familiarity. I am thankful for my step siblings, my step mother, and her arroz mexicano which to this day is still the best I have ever had. I am thankful that my dad still lives in that little old house so that I can visit and immerse myself amongst all of the sweet and funny Mexican customs that were once such an integral part of everyday life. I am talking about the little things, such as the soft sounds of a boiling pot of beans... the aroma of rice being fried in oil... the distant melody of Los Bukis playing on the radio outside…

Here I have a collection of photos of Earlimart as you can find it today.



















Thursday, November 21, 2013

In Dreams.

When traveling I find myself falling in love with nearly every new face I encounter. I have to stop myself from dwelling on the thought that I will probably never see these faces again, or else I become a restless traveler running around attempting to absorb way too many faces at once. And although bidding farewell is the most difficult part of these travels, I have found that I am able to reconnect with a lot of these faces in the most peculiar and beautiful way. Because these strange new faces are so important to me, they are viciously ingrained in my memory and so they do not hesitate to invade my dreams.

Last night I dreamt of the Egyptian man who ran the ferry that would take us across the Nile to our work site every morning. In this dream he asked me out to dinner, and I graciously accepted. Although he was terribly late he did show up with a beautiful bouquet of flowers and a warm smile and I was able to forgive his tardiness. He took me to a nice quiet restaurant located on the rooftop of a run down hotel right by the Nile and after we finished eating he asked me why I had decided to stop digging up old bones. I told him that I was confused about a lot of things but that I did miss it and that perhaps one day I would be ready to do it all over again. He laughed. I got angry. He laughed some more. I woke up.

As soon as I woke I went through my photos on my computer because I remembered that I had taken at least one photo of this man. Sure enough I found it, and the funny thing is that he is sleeping in it. I like to think that he too was in the middle of a dream when I took the photo and that perhaps it too was a dream about an old familiar face that was buried in his memory, because thankfully in dreams you can remember what you never realized you had forgotten.